Haven't posted in over a year. I want to get back into the habit of writing something at least once a week.
So guess I'll start with my health.
Over a month ago, I started having really bad back pain.
This is nothing new.
I've had back problems for years, but it usually lasts less than a day, and goes away after a couple of Advil's. But this pain wouldn't go away.
After a drive to Exeter to visit Michelle's mom, my back was in so much pain I had a hard time getting out of the car. Sleep was next to impossible.
The next day I drove to Porterville to visit family while Michelle was at a baby shower. My parent's asked me why I was limping when I walked into the store, and I said my back was hurting.
I spent the rest of the day with my dad, where he introduced me to the bank teller as his father, and walked slowly with me as we walked into Mexican restaurant for some Saturday morning Manudo. Sitting hurt, standing hurt, walking hurt: I was in so much pain I was nauseous. My dad and brother both told me the pain must be from Sciatica, which they both had, and I wasn't excited to hear that. The thought of being stuck with this pain for, possibly, the rest of my life made me a little more upset.
Where did this come from anyway?! Just last Friday I was playing Softball and caught the ball coming in from deep left field! The runner hit my leg (and thought I was trying to trip him), but that wasn't the side that was hurting! I only started feeling this bad after sitting in the car and driving for an hour. From what I remember about Sciatica, it usually manifested itself after sitting down for a long time, especially in a car ride, but what was different this time?
After the day in Porterville, I drove back to Exeter.
The plan was pick up Michelle and drive to Fresno that night so I could play Bass in the morning at church. After the half-hour drive from hell, I didn't want to spend another second in the driver side of the car. I asked Michelle if she could drive home, but she was also counting on me driving so she could sleep after her long day helping with the baby shower. Turns out she wasn't just going to the baby shower, but helping run it, with multiple trips to get last minute items, and the joys of tearing down and cleaning up.
The new plan became one more night in Exeter. I texted Pastor Tom telling him I wouldn't be there in the morning, and I was really sorry for the last minute cancellation, and tried to sleep again. I could go to Urgent Care on Monday, and hopefully find out if this is Sciatica, and how to treat the symptoms. I need to at least know what it is I'm dealing with.
I took some pills, and the pain went away enough to where I could sleep.
The next morning, I wanted to see when the Urgent Care I go to opened on Monday morning, and found out they had Sunday hours! Relief was now sooner! Only a painful hour long drive to Fresno!
We got in the car, and we couldn't get to Fresno faster. The pain got so bad that after a half-hour or so, I was really close to telling Michelle to pull over so I could throw up on the side of the road. I kept it together, mainly because I didn't have anything in my stomach and didn't want to dry heave on the side of Highway 99.
Is this much pain normal!? Something else has to be going on.
Michelle and I were supposed to go on a group trip to the Zoo Sunday afternoon, but I the new plan had me going to the doctor instead. I told Michelle she should just go, because there's no point in both of us not having fun, and all she would do is wait in the office and think the worst while waiting for me.
I went to the doctor. Michelle went to the zoo.
I drove to Peachwood and signed into their urgent care.
The doctor did a few tests, and said it wasn't Sciatica, but Kidney Stones. The pain and nausea was from the stone(s) moving through my urinary tract.
This made sense.
He gave me some prescriptions for the pain and nausea, and told me I should be passing the stone sometime in the next few days, and these pills will just make life bearable, and if I don't pass anything by Wednesday to follow up with my doctor.
Monday I stayed home.
Tuesday I went to work, but didn't do too much work.
Wednesday I did work, and called my doctor.
This is where the fun begins.
I called my PCP, and I found out that I can't be seen until January because I haven't seen my doctor since I switched my PCP. Of course, if I would have made an appointment months ago when I first got my insurance, or when I said, "I have a week off, I should see my doctor." The quickest way I can see a doctor is to find a doctor who is taking new patients and switch my PCP over to them. I found another doctor, and switched my PCP on my HMO, and found out that it won't take effect until the first of the next month.
This is on October 9.
I'm screwed.
I decided to go back to Peachwood Urgent Care on Thursday after work.
I spoke with the PA on duty and told her my current situation, and she asked me where I got my radiology done for my Kidney Stone. When I told her I didn't get one, she was shocked.
"Why didn't you get anything done? How do you know you have them? We can't know for sure that you have them until you have a CT done!"
So she has the doctor come in, he does some more tests, and says I don't have kidney stones, and it's just lower back pain so bad I get nauseous. He prescribed me Vicodin and muscle relaxers, and told me to make an appointment right away with a doctor.
I switched my PCP, and made an appointment for the first of the month.
I had pain every now and then.
Took the pills a few time.
Didn't like them.
So I went back to using Ibuprofen.
That Sunday one of the ladies at church came up to me talking about Kidney Stones. I said I didn't have them, and she said I might still have it. She has Kidney Stones all the time, and says they get stuck sometimes, and the pain won't be as bad because it only hurts when the stone moves.
So I might still have them.
When I finally had my doctor's appointment, I kept this knowledge to myself, because if this was the case, I wanted the doctor to suggest it.
Which he did.
So tomorrow, I'm finally having a CT to see if I'm pregnant or not.
Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers.
I'll hopefully be posting soon about the joys of giving birth.